Focus and realize, it’s a test from Him!

I’m not feeling okay at the time I typed this post. My ulcer is getting worse. I can’t eat properly, worst of all, I can’t swallow. I take times to finish eating. It’s just the throbbing pain each times I tried to chew the food. I hope it gets better sooner, I miss eating very much. Now I know how hard it is to live without food. Sometimes I just forget when I had too much food to eat. But now it’s no use to have so much food when you can’t taste it without feeling pain at all.

Dad said once, maybe it’s some kind of Kifarah to you, to remind you of His blessings onto us before. Disease is not to be grumble about, but to be understood as a test to us, so that we’ll always remember that there is no one powerful except Him.

Thanx, dad! I’ll always remember that. Ouch!!!